Monday, February 17, 2014

Entry #2: Confessional Sunday

Somewhere between turning 31 and having baby #2, I have lost energy.  I can barely stay awake past 8 o'clock in the evening.

Confession: I have fallen asleep without brushing my teeth, clothes and makeup still intact more in the last year than than I did all 4 years of college combined.  What is wrong with me?  This is something that should be happening to a menopausal women, not one who just recently entered her thirties - right?  I'm pretty sure my husband thinks I have become a lazy bum after baby #2 came along!

Confession: I LOATHE exercising.  For those who enjoy it, I envy you - I really do!  I'm a full-time working Mom with two tots under the age of 4 (one who cried nonstop for the first 8 months of her life). How do I find time when I am exhausted?  I wake up at 5:45 AM, drive nearly an hour to work, get home at 5:30 in the afternoon, cook dinner, cleanup, give the kids a bath, battle an hour getting them to fall asleep and then it's time to get myself ready for bed (which a lot of the time I am not even successful at that).

Confession: I'm a breastfeeding champ!  I told myself that I wanted to exclusively breastfeed Holland for a year.  I only last 7 moths with Madison but that was because I wasn't as educated as I am about it now.  I thought she wasn't getting enough so I had to begin supplementing with formula.  If you are wondering how much expressed milk your baby needs, I highly recommend you check out this article from KellyMom: HERE.  Holland turned a year old over two weeks ago and I'm still going strong but am I ever ready to be done!

I think a lot of my exhaustion issues are hormonal-based because of breastfeeding AND the lack of undisturbed sleep. My one year old still wakes up 3 to 4 times a night, which quite frankly is getting OLD.

How do you mommies do it?  How do you make time for yourself when you're plum exhausted?    



2 comments:

  1. Shut the front door! How long have you been blogging? I love blogging!!! You are super mom for also working full time! I can't even imagine the tiredness. I said the other day I am going to sleep as much as lyla and eat exactly what she eats to see if I have the same amount of energy lol! Also yay for nursing I tried and failed twice it was so hard for me!! Ps my middle kiddo cried for ten months...that is fun.

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    1. This is only my 2nd entry, lol! I find journaling/blogging therapeutic and way for me to decompress. My goal is one entry a week but considering up until yesterday, my last entry was Jan. 31st - I'm slacking. You're a super mom for staying at home. :) I don't see how you SAHMs do it! It's amazing how much energy little ones have, isn't it?!? Nursing wasn't easy, I wanted to quite so many times but I'm so happy I stuck with it. It's one of the few goals that I actually kept. :) Something magically happened sometime during her 8th month, she became the happiest little thing. She's still pretty moody but I'll take that any day over the crying.

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